HURT SO BAD

Raining Night

For those who know me sure knew that i love raining day so much.

after went back for a week plus.

the weather is keep freaking hot..gosh.

it seem like doing spa at home....always feel steam steam...@@"

but, luckly...god is hearing my battle cry...haha

raining day is come to me lastly and i believe that will be a good night to sleep and have a good dream as well.^^V

but the bad thing is raining day was cause  my cough become more serious. ><"

wish..hope to recover soon..because is damn suffer man!!!

chances

I believe that god always giving us unlimited chance to do anything or try anything that we hope and wish.

but, should we struggle for what is not belong to us??

i think is hard right? because it might the step to failure ..

honestly, i scare of failure, i scare of pain...>W<

but would you think that i'm a negative thinker?

for me...i don't even that is a negative thought.

because is might a fact that we will facing soon...who know?

anyway, appreciate the every chance that was given by the god!!~

god bless.

Bollywood Comedy Film ....3 Idiots

Just finished a Bollywood Comedy film..

<< 3 Idiots>>

even this movie is on show for quite a time.

but sound weird also right? 

Chinese people but watching a Bollywood movie...lolx

do remember when i was still a child i like to watch those Bollywood..haha

somemore sharing the DVD around my friend.

what a good memory that i had.

but it seen long time ago...

anyway, this is a nice movie to recommend you all.

which 3 person come from different background and known on each others ,helping each others.......

it also showing the fun and touching on the reality of life.

Quiz Result!

A Quiz that i took to help understand more a bit about myself~
And this is the result...

It was showing that i'm a  Right Brain Dominant Student 

You probably get bored during long lectures and prefer to take classes with a lot of freedom of movement and thought. You like to write stories and even tell stories about your funny experiences. You might be a little suspicious of other people's motives sometimes, but that's only because you can usually tell whenever someone is lying or when they're up to no good. You are a little on the dreamy side--or a lot. You plan books or movie plots but you don't always follow through on things you think about. You should work on that. You are fun and spontaneous, and probably active in sports or clubs. Your feelings run deep, and it shows. You have strong instincts, and you solve problems on hunches and feelings. You are artistic in some way. You can believe in things based on experience, without seeing scientific proof. You might be a finalist on Survivor some day, since you know how to read people so well, and you have great survival instincts.

Is this what am I??  but seriously some point is got it right...

if you wish to have a try on this Quiz..you might just click on and view  for this. Left Brain Right Brain

金莎 - 我懂了

Nice song to recommend....

Merry X'mas

Merry X'Mas to my dearest Frez~~

24  December 2010
a night that i spend with my dearest @ The Curve
shop and having our dinner to count downing for X'mas coming....
the environment at there is great with crowed people, X"mas Tree, X'mas decoration.....
it was make my X'mas night are not alone..
at the warm night...
i hope you are accompany by someone too with the best wishes.....
anyway, a wishes from me...."Merry X'mas"

p/s: opsssss!!! forget to thanks Santa to give me a special gift on this warm X'mas...." COUGH and SORE THROAT" ><"""""""

- 2010 Dec 25- 5.17am-

C.N.Blue

I will....Forget U....

Don't cry. Don't sit down. It could be a little difficult.
Saying its nothing, you could forget about it for a while.
She said, I don't care for a weak guy. No matter how handsome he is.
I like a strong person who can protect his girl.

# baby it’s now or never this time is right oh oh
Everything begans from this moment, oh oh
So that I won't get tired no matter how far I have to walk around,
Dear you, give me strenght. Feel so right.

One more time (one more time) One more time (one more time) Even if I fall again, one more time
You can do what you do. Shout out whenever you are tired.
I don't care for a weak guy. No matter how handsome he is.
I like a strong person who can protect his girl.

# REPEAT

EVERYONE GET UP. ITS NOW, oh oh
EVERYTHING BEGINS AGAIN TODAY, oh oh

baby it’s now or never this time is right oh oh
Nomatter how high of a place, I will climb up, oh oh
I might be late but I won't give up.
baby it’s now or never yeah~ feel so right (feel so right)

I will...forget you...

I will forget you. Starting today,
I don't know you. I have never seen you.
We never even walked pass eachother.
I'm okay. I forgot everything. I'm happy with my busy life.
I've met a great person too.

Love is always like this. It fades away after some time.
Can't even remember it, Oh.

# When love goes away, another love comes again. It definitely will.
Even if it hurts now, it will hear a little later.
It will forget. I will too.

It's not difficult. I will forget everything after today.
I'm just getting used to my changed life. Oh~ No.

Love is always like this. It fades away after some time.
Can't even remember it. Yes~

# REPEAT

I will erase everything.
I definitely will.

When love goes away, another love comes again. It definitely will.
Even if tears fall now, I will smile a little later.
I will (now) forget you (now). Just like a wound heals...
I will. I will. I will forget you.

the link of video :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d9fkTryb5Vo&feature=related

time files

Wow~~ just a blink of eye my holiday is started still remember those day in order to study overnight and keep drinking coffee to avoid get called by sleep god...><"" gosh~~ suffer period...

and get alot of pimple pop up without any alert....O~M~G~

anyway, time is passed....and holiday is started... ^^

after done my last paper we was start packing to have our 2 day 1 night trip at Pangkor island.

Well, that is really abit rush and tired for us who din't sleep well from the previous night and with apair of panda eye...@@""" haha...but is fun too~ from kampar to ipoh to lumut and  LASTLY reached Pangkor Island...

just within few hours we was rush here and there... 

after reached Pangkor Island and had our dinner we was decide to rent motor and ride back to hostel. 

Thanks Winnie for fetching me all the way on Pangkor Island that is really feel great especially ride on mid night with cold wind...even both of us also cold like hell but the great thing is the view of the night I do remember the view when moon shadow appear on sea at night that is really nice but too bad i was not taken any picture on that time... :( and 14 of us was searching for sand blue...feel curious on this??

as i knew, it just can be found on Pangkor Island and it was star on sea...because it will shining while inside the water and the light of the sand will disappear after few min and it will become a normal sand...how special of this... ^^

on the day 2....

all of us was wake up in the early of the morning to take breakfast and starting our water activity.So let the picture talk about the story~

14 people which took 7 motor to ride all the way on Pangkor Island~ playing banana boat , playing sand, playing  water...that is a great memory for us when stay around , play around like no others around us....XD

sooner later, we will get graduate and  i believe after this is hard for us to stay around and play around anymore.. appreciate every moment that we spend together, fool together..BMK T8...bravo~

and happy holiday!!~

being a zombie for a week

i jz realize i'm "stronger" than wat i have expected....
everyday rushing for my FYP from day to night, from night to morning....
and alot alot of trouble happened during this few week...
i 'm stil think that, izzit this is so called U life??
*wondering*


time files...
i have study at UTAR for 1 and half years.
look back, everything seems happened in a blink of an eye...
honestly, i have learned alot...
like wat they say, it jz a training before i going to work....
by the way, that was alot of happiness and fun on us also..
it wil be a good memory.^^

anyway, jz more few month i'm going to leave here soon....
a memorable and challenges place for me....
seem as sum1 told me.... i wil miss it~ haha..
myb too~

and lastly, i wish to get the wishes from u for my MONDAY FYP presentation....
good nitez~~~ =)

loss direction

honestly, i have loss my direction..
loss the way to get what i hope and wish..
is because i expect too much or you given much than i could deserve.
sometime i just wish to maintain this relationship
because i appreciate it....

*confusing*

sad!!!

I'm really frustrated now....

最後紀念

還記得去年的今天

我們許了願說好了永遠不說再見

但現在你卻離我那麼遙遠

在你的身邊是否會發現

我們昨天的想念


對你而言 我們之間

只不過像過眼雲烟

你的世界 我從不了解

你的改變 我都看見


對你而言 我們之間

不過是傷害多過甜

能不能再多愛一天

當做我們最後紀念


還記得去年的今天

我們許了願說好了永遠不說再見


能不能再陪我過今夜？

i'm back...

Sorry..Due to my lazyness i was long time din updated...>.<"

let talk about wat i'm doing for this recently...

besides asgm stil is asgm...wakaka....

but finally....

all of this is DONE!!!

and it is the time to start my FYP!!

FYP.....!!! < a challenging and tough project>  @@

anyway....wish all the best to us

the journey to success is jz start....

and final exam timetable was release...GOSH!!

3 day continue w/o rest....

wat a good job for UTAR examination department did it...!!!

so hope all of us can have a early prepare for this coming FINAL!!!!

也许

梦开始的地方

就在你触手可及的身旁

或者

在那遥远的地方

默叹

人生

就是一个艰难追逐梦的过程

nothg special jz a note

已经过了很久了


潜意识里告诉自己很多次

要淡定说了好几次

我已经放下了说了好几次

真的以为什么都已经放下了

忘不掉的是回忆 而继续的却是生活…
 
我还是会相信爱情


但是不会相信爱情能永远
 
现在要一份纯粹的爱情  很难

放不下骄傲放不下身段

掺杂太多人太多事

5：34

有时候不问，装不懂。。

并不代表我不在乎

而是我更想 你亲口告诉我

让我知道 你的心里有一个我

习惯

20 /6/2010

就因自己 所以 只好多待一天在家。。

也好 可以好好的吃妈妈煮的菜 (^o^)

因为 应该 接下来的日子 会很忙很忙

不过 明天就要好好的累一天了。。。

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

昨天 跟一位好友在谈天。。谈着。。

是否 该放弃一段 只因习惯的感情。。

人终是 依赖性很强

所以 往往 人就是败在这两个字“习惯”

就如：

习惯 床边终有人。。

习惯 当累了 有个肩膀 靠靠

习惯 有个人和自己分享 自己的一切

习惯 。。。。。

可是 这样的爱 能维持多久？？

原来 你我也找不到这个答案

可能~~

哪天发现 原来习惯已经是生活的一部分 习惯以经可当成爱时

只然而然 爱与不爱 也没分别了

random on may

a nitez at sausana sentral loaf

had a great bbq nitez wf my dearest....

snap snap snap!!! XD

thanks for those hurting you....
cz he/she will let u growth and learning...

thanks for those loving you....
cz they are the people whoes care you much....

and let you know you are not alone at all....
the life is stil colourfull....

no matter wat had happended....
is just a process or lesson for us.....

只是有时候.......

真的只是有时候，莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人说话，只想一个人静静的发呆。

真的只是有时候，突然觉得心情烦躁，看什么都觉得不舒服，心里闷的发慌，拼命想寻找一个出口。

真的只是有时候，发现身边的人都不了解自己，面对着身边的人，突然觉得说不出话。

真的只是有时候，感觉自己与世界格格不入，曾经一直坚持的东西一夜间面目全非。

真的只是有时候，突然很想逃离现在的生活，想不顾一切收拾自己简单的行李去流浪。

真的只是有时候，别人突然对你说，我觉得你变了，然后自己开始百感交集。

真的只是有时候，希望时间为自己停下，就这样和喜欢的人地老天荒。

真的只是有时候，在自己脆弱的时候，想一个人躲起来，不愿别人看到自己的伤口。

真的只是有时候，突然很想哭，却难过的哭不出来。

真的只是有时候，夜深人静的时候，突然觉得寂寞深入骨髓。

真的只是有时候，走过熟悉的街角，看到熟悉的背影，突然就想起一个人的脸。

真的只是有时候，明明自己心里有很多话要说，却不知道怎样表达。

真的只是有时候，觉得自己其实一无所有，仿佛被世界抛弃。

真的只是有时候，明明自己身边很多朋友，却依然觉得孤单。

真的只是有时候，很想放纵自己，希望自己彻彻底底醉一次 。

真的只是有时候，自己的梦想很多，却力不从心。

真的只是有时候，常常找不到事情，无聊的无所适从。

真的只是有时候，突然找不到自己，把自己丢了。

真的只是有时候，心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪，觉得自己很累很累。

真的只是有时候，看不到自己未来的样子，迷茫的不知所措。

真的只是有时候，发现自己一夜之间长大了。

真的只是有时候，听到一首老歌，就突然想起一个人。

真的只是有时候，希望能找个人好好疼爱自己，渴望一种安全感。

真的只是有时候，别人误解了自己有口无心的一句话，心里郁闷的发慌。

真的只是有时候，常常在回忆里挣扎，有很多过去无法释怀。

真的只是有时候，渴望一场轰轰烈烈的恋爱，很想去做一些疯狂的事。

真的只是有时候，渴望别人的关怀，渴望一份简单的快乐。

真的只是有时候，看着时间一点点流逝，自己却无能为力。

其实，真的只是有时候。。。

suffering

i just hope u pls stand on my view and think about it.....
try to feel what i facing now....
mybe u wil get to know wat i ned it now.....
pls dun pretend nothing at there...
is damn hurt me......

C-O-N-F-U-S-I-N-G

Just wanna be a brave girl....
to handle all the thing by own...
i know u all are caring my feeling...
but as the same i wish to get the support from u all....
izzit a wrong decision on this situation...
its really make me wondering and confusing...

wat shld i do??

haha

“别人笑我太疯癫，我笑他人看不穿”

“你当我是草，他当我是宝”

...what passing in my mind...

请别把爱 当是 一种 填满寂寞的伴

pls dont treat love as partner to fullfill ur lonelyness

请别把爱 当是 一种 理所当然

pls dont treat love as a must for ur life

请别把爱 当是 一种 必需品

pls dont treat love as a need

请别把爱 当是 一种 习惯

pls dont treat love as a habit in ur life

I just wanna be the way i like...

I just wanna enjoy the happiness...

I just wanna be the real girl without any pretending...

exhausted

GOSH.........exam really make my mind exhausted ..

somemore is back to back exam..

NOW really need alot  support and love.......T__T

are u the one who wil support me???

(",)(,")

米修

Do you guy know the meaning of 米修??

if no....

just try to guess it....

。。米修。。米修。。

random of the day~~>2nd of May

❤.....my lunch.....❤

❤....my junk food corner....❤

.....love it ❤ love it....

1:42am

now is 1:42am

stil

study study study-ING!!!

*nervous*

but

tiring also.....>.<"

to someone

1st day of May

Raining day

Normal day

Sleepy day

Surprising day

what can i do with this???

i just wish u could be happy all the day....

just being wat u wish....

enjoy the freedom that u wish....

i more prefer u being the guy that i know at begining....

which could influence other to enjoy the happiness....

no matter wat had happened....

support u....

*to someone*

wat the hell

!!!!NEW HOUSE vs NEW ROOM=SUCK LINE vs SUCK WEATHER!!!!

29 april.....

29 of April moving to our new house...<<1167 B2>>
4 of us moving to stay in a same house as well as same floor too..
i just realize moving is really a tiring job...
sumore our new house at 3rd floor...
omg!!!move in and move out....walk in and walk out...=="
anyway...thanks alot for covey and yuan come to help us....thanksss~~~~^^
thanks for their helping without any charge sumore come on the early morning...

just a few word but meaningful...^^

"别轻易对别人说爱，别固执的将别人心门打开，又玩笑着离开"

我要的只是很简单的

.

.

.

.

.

[爱与关心]

*sigh*

sorry for long time din update again...

really many thing wanna post just dunoe how to start it..haiz

so gv me some time and wish i can update soon...^^

yup....i gonna stay at here almost 1 month for preparing my final exam...

 EXAM again....!!

   *sigh*

how good is just study without exam...hohoho~~

a wish from most student...^^

anyway...

i know i'm *daydreaming* here..>.<"

but just too lazy to start my revision and cause me writing blog at here...=="

when can my study mood ON...wondering...

somemore this sem gonna take 5 sub...

how gonna do it well?????since i haven start my revision here...OMG!!

so wish my study mood fast fast come den i can do it well during my final...hohohohoho~~~~

confuse

haih....really confuse.....
confuse to my feel....
confuse wat i wondering and worry

maybe i shld not think so much for that and keep it on with my feel
Ya...this is wat u all told me...
"Love din have right or wrong"
most important......i know wat m'i doing now....
and nvr regret for any decision that i did it...

what i my mind?
 just wish to get the smile from u...but not others...
 just wish u was the person that stay wf me while i miss u.....
 just wish get the caring from u..but not others....

crazy day

15 April 2010

yup....the day i come back from kampar..
what a enjoy day....
after attend the class den just take train back to KL...
yup....that is tired....>.<"
cz last few day just slept for few hrs oni....tired tired tireddd~~~
so now stil abit blur blur~~

but when reached Sentral KL...direct go to Sg Wang wf covey for buying a spec....
while waiting to take it just shop around...sobsob...but din buy anythg also...

around 7pm just meet bubu ,yee ting , jennifer and her frez ray and andy
to have staemboat dinner at Lot 10 Shabu 1....*yummy * *thanks*

after that just have our 2nd round which yam cha at old town when on the way back home...^^
few of us chit chat non stop again...haha

around 10 just reach home and prepare for our 3rd round....."quattro"
OMG~~within 30min get prepare oni...=.="

yup....7of us enjoy alot for the nite ....
sumore one of my frez was get drunk and it was a memorable day for us...
its hard to describe it by word so gonna wait to upload those funny funny pic just can share wf u all...

*thanks my dear frez for acc me alot*

even....

even is lonely

the day is stil go through

even is sad

the sun is still appear every morning

even is past

the memory is still there

jz a feeling...^^

一个人游走 那不是落寞

我在努力过活

笑过哭过就够

过去的事不必一说再说

该醒的梦不能一错再错

我选择住在无人的深秋

爱情酿造的寂寞最寂寞

深爱过的人才懂

破碎了不能弥补不能收

izzit a fault??

right or wrong..

v cant judge it anymore..

izzit can stop it....

izzit a btr way for u all...

dun wish u all sad for it...cry for it.....

sad to c u all like that....T^T

T__T

wanna say that...

in fact i really care about it.......

u realize it??!!

meaning of true frez....

for me....
a true frez is a person that may not alwaz besides wf us....
but he/she will alwaz giving you unlimited support and appear when you need it..

a true frez will more understanding you...
and wont blame you if you not alwaz acc them....

a true frez wil like to share every and anything....
and treat u like their part of family member...
can chit chat for everything..
without pretend infront of each others....

a true frez may far from miles thousand kilometer...
but in heart......that is not a gap in each others....

p/s....miss u all...

..without reason..

actually jz back from yam cha....haha...

ya..i know is quite late and recently my panda eye is become worst  and worst...=.="

NO WAY!!

really dun wish to be this....

fat fat + dark dark eye...>.<"

but dunoe why....

mood abit down down....haiz...

love it!!

i like the song that play in my blog....
finally get the name...."The truth that you leave"...from pianoboy....^^

such a nice piano music...
even i duneo how to play piano...=.="
BUT i like the music when it play around ......

hope u all enjoy it...^^
p/s: wish to hear it from ......haha....

haiz!!

What happened recently?
Why alwaz no appetite to hv meal...
sumore sumtime whole day jz took 1 meal oni......=.="
how come..how come..........!!

happy mode!

yea~~~on a happy mode...
finally settle down all my asgm and jz left 1 more presentation...
later wil go back to my home sweet home...
really miss there badly...

。。。

有一种女孩子在陌生人面前会很安静，很冷漠，

在熟人面前却很放肆，很霸道，
并喜欢一咋一呼的说：“滚，滚蛋，坏蛋，笨蛋”。
不要认为她很粗鲁，她只是很单纯的认为，
大家打打闹闹，骂骂笑笑，表示更亲切，更不分你我。


这一种女孩子不谈恋爱，只在姐妹间游荡
即使有不错的朋友，她还是无奈的笑笑
其实她只是在不能确定自己付出的前提下
不会接受，因为不想伤害。


这一种女孩子偶尔看到街上的情侣时，
也会幻想，也会羡慕，
幻想着将来自己的恋爱
该是多么的帅气，多么的温柔，多么的甜蜜


这一种女孩子，
喜欢和自己的姐妹在一起打闹，大呼小叫。
即使没有男朋友，
在她的世界里，也有她的骄傲！




这种女孩子也会偶尔的忧郁，
朋友问她怎么了 她也只会说没事
其实她只是感觉累了，
她只是需要一个拥抱。


这种女孩子不会轻易恋爱，恋爱了一定会好好珍惜。
她会骄傲的拉着他的手大街小逛，
不要认为她放肆，
她只是答应过姐妹们幸福要大家一块分享。


这样的女孩子恋爱的时候
喜欢大事听男孩子的而在小事上调皮，耍赖。
不要认为她太小气，蛮不讲理，
其实在她调皮的习惯里已经为你收敛不少！


这样的女孩子不允许男孩子的背叛，
如果男孩子真的办了对不起她的事，
她一定会狠心的离开你。
不要怪她太绝情，
她其实很爱你，但是卑微的爱情她不要，
她果断的转身只是不想让你看见她滑落的泪水！


这样的女孩子失恋的时候会在别人面前装的很好，
大声的笑，放声的闹。
当姐妹心疼的说：“你没事吧？”
她会放下她所有的骄傲，趴到姐妹怀里哭。
哭完了，苦笑一声：没想到我还会为一个男的哭。


若你遇到了这样的女孩，
如果你们是朋友，请原谅她平日的不理不睬，
其实她只是不会社交，不敢打扰，
你想想你的每一次邀约，她拒绝过你。
如果你喜欢上她，请你不要说出来，
因为她很幼稚，你会吓跑她。
原谅她的冷漠，
她只是怕伤害你！


若她喜欢上你，请你不要在她的世界里消失。
她没有更多的要求，不会打扰你的生活。
她只是想静静的看着你，
当你的观众，仅此而已。


如果你们已经在一起了，
请你好好珍惜她。
这样的女孩子、太傻，
请你别让她受伤。


这一种女孩子就以这样的方式生活着，
她有她的梦想，她的希望。
一个如花儿般的女孩子，
她时而快乐，时而忧伤；
时而郁闷，时而疯狂；
时而邪恶，时而善良；
时而脆弱，时而坚强！
你可以说她傻，也可以骂她笨，也可以说她冷，
但是她们还是生活在自己的世界里，
希望做一个幸福、善良的孩子

hurting......T__T

10++ ady....stil haven take my dinner...>.<

feel so sad

by the word u all keep saying is let me feel damn hurt!

myb u all not purposely say to me or jz fool wf me....

BUT i really cant face with u all with a smiling face anymore...

even i try to pretend BUT honestly it is hard for me...

so i wil take it as a lesson...
be brave is the word to motivate me...
and a process for me to growth up...

"sorry"

 i shld say sorry to sum1......

i jz dun wish our relationship get worst.....

i alwaz appreciate u be with me...

i alwaz know u caring me so much..

and will appear when i ned u to help...

but the only word that i could tell u...

is just "SORRY"...

miss miss miss...

last few day....daddy and mammy have called me...

say that miss me so much...miss my voice so much..

really touching when haerd that..

even sumtime they wil complaint that i was the

most noisy  most talkative 

in the home...haha....

>.<""

so after finished all my asgm,presentation

plan to back my home sweet home..^^

really miss there so much...

21 march 2010

yeah.....chocolate!!chocolate!!

i love it so much....

myb cz chocolate really can make ppl feel happy

izzit true??haha..depand on our view..

not say that i alwaz in a moody mode..

just i like the taste of chocolate...

some is sweet

some is bitter

just like our life...........

seem really long time din take pic ady..

hehe....so..

this was the pic taken when finished present....^^

the night....

yea!!!now is 1:32..
nothing special for this recently..
is just abit home sick...
is just abit stress for my study..
is just abit no appetite to eat...&
but is abit hapi for those caring me...loving me....
even i din back to there but thx u all for msg ,call and mentally support me when i ned u all....

*百听不厌的歌*

                                                                 恋人未满

为什么只和你能聊一整夜

为什么才道别就又想再见面

在朋友里面 就数你最特别

总让我觉得很亲很贴

为什么你在意谁陪我逛街

为什么你担心谁对我放电

你说你对我

比别人多一些

却又不说是多哪一些

友达以上

恋人未满

甜蜜心烦

愉悦混乱

我们以后

会变怎样

我迫不及待想知道答案

再靠近一点点

就让你牵手

再勇敢一点点

我就跟你走

你还等什么

时间已经不多

再下去

只好只做朋友

再向前一点点

我就会点头

再冲动一点点

我就不闪躲

不过三个字

别犹豫这么久

只要你说出口

你就能拥有我

为什么你寂寞只想要我陪

为什么我难过只肯让你安慰

我们心里面

明明都有感觉

为什么不敢面对

我不相信

都动了感情却到不了 爱情

那么贴心却进不了 心底

你能不能快一点决定

对我说我爱你

give up!

alwaz get to know i wont get that much as i expect.
especially in this recently, really stress not just only the study prob but also others.
sometime i shld understand i shld not expect so much and shld be more independent to solve my problem.

but sumtime when facing hard decison or problem really hope sum1 to share it.
BUT.........lastly that is nothing at there.

The most appreciate part is my friend. They will appear for me when i need them, they wil lend me the shoulder to cry on...even sumtime wil scared them ....but they are the PEOPLE will alwaz wait for me ..caring for me....support me even no matter wat happened...

i just realize my world is full of close friend. The friend that wont reject me and accept all my thing.
so what is the point for me to wait and waste my time at there.rite????

mybe this is the time for me to wake up......wake up from the long dream....

let cheer up!!

recently really happened alot of thing.
hard to describe it out to any1 also...

yesterday was get a shocking  news..my class member wil get less and lesser.
start from yest Covey was offically stop to continue her study due to her healthy prob.
really hope she can recover fast and fight with the tumor.

this really affect the mood of our class and really miss her noisy voice and  funny loughing..
COVEY!!Cheer Up ya.....we all believe u wil back to us very very soon...

at the same..hope all the problem wil be sttle it very soon and cheer up to all my dearest.
non-thing is impossible !!overcome it.

My 1st time at Kampar!!

 my very 1st time wearing slipper to schl...hahaha..

sorry for unproperly wearing but due to raining day haizz...

what can do??

woohoo~~sushi king again...

hmm...i thk this was the 2nd time for me to visit kampar Sushi King on this week..

during the class covey have advice us to hv dinner at thr..

so....

after de class just walk to thr...

really abit crazy from my schl WALKING to Tesco just cz of Sushi King...

but is so syok during that time...

last but not least,actually stil have a lot of 1st time that we experience at here.

no matter how i wil appreciate the moment that I spend with u guy...

what happened to me??

recently hard to concentrate in my study..
what make me so wondering??
or izzit I too enjoy during the past holiday..
even that holiday is busy in outing and gathering but I enjoying also....
thanks u all again..great to meet u all...*miss*

OMG!!the weather is freaking hot!

The weather at kampar is damn hot..even just sit infront of my laptop also wil sweating like doing exercise...
gosh.....how to do revision in this weather....help hellpp. HELLPPPP~~~

p/s-really hope a raining day is coming soon...let us can cold down our mind and do the revision ..^^

黄小琥 - 没那麽简单

没那麽简单 就能找到 聊得来的伴

尤其是在 看过了那麽多的背叛

总是不安 只好强悍

谁谋杀了我的浪漫

没那麽简单 就能去爱 别的全不看

变得实际 也许好也许坏各一半

不爱孤单 一久也习惯

不用担心谁 也不用被谁管

感觉快乐就忙东忙西

感觉累了就放空自己

别人说的话 随便听一听 自己做决定

不想拥有太多情绪

一杯红酒配电影

在周末晚上 关上了手机 舒服窝在沙发里

相爱没有那麽容易 每个人有他的脾气

过了爱做梦的年纪 轰轰烈烈不如平静

幸福没有那麽容易 才会特别让人着迷

什麽都不懂的年纪

曾经最掏心 所以最开心 曾经

没那麽简单 就能去爱 别的全不看

变得实际 也许好也许坏各一半

不爱孤单 一久也习惯

不用担心谁 也不用被谁管

感觉快乐就忙东忙西

感觉累了就放空自己

别人说的话 随便听一听 自己做决定

不想拥有太多情绪

一杯红酒配电影

在周末晚上 关上了手机 舒服窝在沙发里

相爱没有那麽容易 每个人有他的脾气

过了爱做梦的年纪 轰轰烈烈不如平静

幸福没有那麽容易 才会特别让人着迷

什麽都不懂的年纪

曾经最掏心 所以最开心 曾经

相爱没有那麽容易 每个人有他的脾气

过了爱做梦的年纪 轰轰烈烈不如平静

幸福没有那麽容易 才会特别让人着迷

什麽都不懂的年纪

曾经最掏心 所以最开心 曾经

想念最伤心 但却最动心 的记忆

pls refer de mtv..is nice a song

YouTube - 2009.12 黃小琥 沒那麼簡單 MV (特別演出: 安心亞 )

温岚 - 刺猬

最後一抹的微笑 在转身之後

我闭上眼 哭了

仅存的一点点骄傲

华丽的外表终於丢掉

很旁徨很孤单 是寂寞或悲惨

一个人 该怎么办

像是刺蝟般防范 伪装得勇敢

不轻易让你 看穿

我以为可以很坦然

面对分开时不觉得伤感

然而将灯关上 一片无声黑暗

心痛得大声呼喊

我想我没那么坚强

每个女孩其实一样

渴望着爱情的好 渴望被拥抱

却都害怕爱让人受伤

承认我没那么坚强

不过是一而再的逞强

小心将情绪收藏 比傻瓜还傻

刺蝟的坚强 全都是假象.. 哭吧

像是刺蝟般防范 伪装得勇敢

不轻易让你 看穿

我以为可以很坦然

面对分开时不觉得伤感

然而将灯关上 一片无声黑暗

心痛得大声呼喊

我想我没那么坚强

每个女孩其实一样

渴望着爱情的好 渴望被拥抱

却都害怕爱让人受伤

承认我没那么坚强

不过是一而再的逞强

小心将情绪收藏 比傻瓜还傻

刺蝟的坚强 全都是假象

我想我没那么坚强

每个女孩其实一样

渴望着爱情的好 渴望被拥抱

却都害怕爱让人受伤

承认我没那么坚强

不过是一而再的逞强

小心将情绪收藏 比傻瓜还傻

刺蝟的坚强 全都是假象.. 哭吧

woohoo~~my very 1st reunion dinner wf my classmate!

capture wf 2 funny guy..

Sheng Long (L)- a guy alwaz make laugh and laugh by own...XD

Justin(R)- a new frez but also a guy who like to make laugh with other..

21 of us..

come from diff state

with diff background but

that is our fate to meet each other

in a place at kampar..

" lou sang" is quite in a big saiz....

but the taste for this is not very nice ...>.<

10 Feb 2010 a memorable day for us...

cz our class having reunion dinner at Grand Kamapr hotel...wakaka


is happy and enjoying wf all my classmate and also my diploma frez ( winnie ,jack )

and 2 new frez Paw ling and Justin


de environment at there is not bad somemore full of CNY decorartion and cause some of us not stop capture

here and thr..no matter at whr oo~

CNY!!

at first,sorry for long time din update ya..^^

shit lo..CNY is around the corner and

as the same my asgm ,midterm also come around to me.

*scary**scary*

because this coming CNY wil not a long holiday for me...sobsob

sumore during celebrate it ned to do revision for midterm and rushing for asgm...

haiz...

but anyway

wish all can enjoy the Happiness CNY!!

woohoo...tiger for tiger yrs..

lalala....

******************************

sobsob...feel so down~

dunoe y..2day din hv mood at all.....

suddenly feel so alone....

and my mind....

keep on blank~

cant think about others.

*down* + *miss*

sobsob..T__T

degree life..degree classmate....

Woohoo~~i have been study at here for around half yrs...

time is past so fast...which mean i stil hv 1 and half yrs to go through.^^

wow....and the studies is become harder and harder.

thesis, asgm ,midterm, presentation is coming again....-_-

so before the war is started all of us shld enjoying 1st...haha

clubbing,shopping and outing...^^

23 Jan 2010...outing to ipoh!!^^

visiting to Guan Ying temple...

my class girl gang but stil missing covey...:(

16 Jan 2010 MID NIGHT!!

To night will be the last night for me stay at KL after having my long long holiday...

ya i knew that i'm too enjoying during this holiday...

wish all wil back to normal after going back to "kampar"

even my timetable is so suck...haizz

but i use to know that this sem is become harder and harder than previous sem

and no longer relaxing at there.

Just wish all the best to me...

GamBateh and Jia You ya~~^^

Lastly wanna thanks for my parents by bought me this present..^^

thanks papa and mami...

love u all...

in addition,really thanks all the friend for accompanying me...

ofcz same as my parents..i really hv fun with u all..muacks...

Steamboat Day..^^

woohoo~~steamboat day with my daer buddy..

but so unfortunally cant date all of them due to them are busying in their own career...

BUT this also the another day

FULL dinner with closest buddy....^^

*feel good*

den following the second round is continue>> PASAR MALAM!!

woohoo....

Saisaki Japaness Buffet...13 Jan 2010

Girls for that day...

Jun-Winnie-Me-Sandy

woohoo~~oyster again..^^

the guset for that day...
do re mi fa so la di...^^

having a full full dinner at there and even now a day we are study in different school
BUT
we stil as usual chit chat non stop at anywhere and anytime..
dear frez...keep in touch also ya..^^

Genting trip~ 9 to 10 Jan 2010

have a gathering with my primary classmate..

but is fun even 16 ppl stay in 1 room...=.="

with 2 single bed + 1 living hall..

really hard to imagine the situation...^0^

a shoot before going to experience the "scary ghost"

some of my classmate..^^

great to meet them again....

keep in touch alwaz ya...

miss u all...

WooHoo~~~

Woohoo~~My holiday mood stil ON!!
hmm....long time din update again...
just because recently really no idea what to write..>.<
and not free around also..keke~~

Woohoo again~~
my result released again...
hmm...even din aim for 4.00..
but aleast have some improvement for my result...^^
so next sem gonna work harder and harder to get a more better result.

Woohoo x3~~
later going to shopping again...wanna shop shop shop....until my wallet empty...hahaha...jz kd lah..XD
but really hope can buy something before going back there. :(
cz this recently really jz buy a little bit stuff somemore gonna prepare for new yrs...haizz
And tmr wil have a trip to genting with my primary classmate..
this is really amazing that some of us stil keep in contact and our relationship is more close and closer..

anyway wish our relationship can maintain long and longer...^^

this is so called >>>MEMORY<<<

MEMORY...

a good memory wil not alwaz keep in our mind...

cz it wil changed from years to years

and of cz good memory is excess than bad memory..

^o^

BUT

a bad memory wil alwaz remind me no matter the thing passed how long ago..

mybe this is so call >> moody and negative thinker...

just i know that i shld learn from what i get from the past...

learn form the misstake

this also a way to become a successful person

as i know not all the thing is at postive side...

mybe sumtime sum1 wil say that i'm weird...

y keep think for the bad side...

I just wanna tell you that..I"M NOT WEIRD as u think!!

just compared with u all i just consider the different outcome..

well....

this is just my opinion!

mybe you are not agree with me...

BUT this is wat i think about..

Mybe sometime something will remind us in suddenly

it can be a unforgetable memory

happy or sad

it all just depand on our point of view..

FINALLY...

i get a "gift" for my new yeras

a gift that i wish to know from long time ago...

thanks from you.