送给那些经常笑，但不经常开心的人

总有一些人，他们看上去整天都很开心，没有烦恼，像个小孩，好多人都会羡慕他们，但其实不是这样的..他们不想让别人看到自己难过的一面，更没有能力一个人独处，因为当夜深人静的时候，

他不知道一个人会发生什么事，坐在窗前冥想走过的点滴..

他们貌似很坚强，因为在别人看来，他们什么事都能微笑著去面对，但事实上他们长著世界上最脆弱的心灵，

只是长期的偽装使得别人很难发现他们内心深处的创伤..

他们只想简简单单、快快乐乐的活著，期待并且相信每个人给的笑容都是真心的，希望身边的人都是真正的喜欢自己。即使别人小小的意见，也会另他们难过好久，他们真的真的很介意，介意自己不被人喜欢。因为，他们总是为别人想的很多，对别人总是比对自己好；

把能对喜欢的人好当做幸福，喜欢别人比喜欢自己多..

他们总是那样，前一秒还伤心的流著泪，后一秒出现在朋友面前的时候，已经满脸溢著灿烂的笑容。有人说她们是向日葵，是的，他们在意的人就像是太阳，在面对太阳的时候永远是明艷的花瓣，而太阳照不到的背面，

那悲伤藏得那么好，不愿被看见。

他们向往放纵自由的生活，却必须为了谁很努力的朝另外的一个方向活著，很累很累，却仍是心甘情愿。离自己的梦境越来越来远，不得不面对从未想过的争夺和復杂，恐慌、不知所措..只有面对最信赖的人时，才会卸下盔甲，委屈的流下眼泪..因为在他们心里，笑就是开心，哭就是难过，接近就是喜欢，远离就是讨厌..但其实不是，他们明白了，心好伤，眼泪就没忍住..

哭过之后，笑笑得擦干眼泪，说，没关系，我可以做的很好的..

他们好像无所不能，好像总是不会有烦恼，好像什么问题都能轻而易举的解决，总是喜欢喜欢出现在流泪的人面前，笑嘻嘻的逗著笑..而面对自己的问题，他们却茫然无措，面对自己的悲伤，

他们只会躲在人们看不见的角落里慢慢由伤口越裂越大..

他们的想法非常简单，说出来的就是心里所想的，肚子里不会拐七道八道的小弯，无心的话可能会引起别人的误解..所以，请别记恨她们，他们从不愿伤害谁，小小的错误就能让他们懊悔很久..他们其实非常单纯，甚至你曾经给了他一个微笑她也会一辈子记得你的好，因此他们的世界观其实也很简单，他们很容易受蛊惑 ，

请不要轻易的伤害他们的感情，因为一旦伤害了，那就将永远弥补不回来！

               如果你身边有这种人请你给予他（她），那怕是凤毛麟角的那点关怀，

让他（她）知道这个世界没有拋弃他们..

i hope to cry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

the most suffer thing for now is not what am i facing now...

but is what i cant realize it in my heart

i hope i can cry it out 

aleast it will make me feel better

i want to CRY badly.....

but where is my tear going....

is it because i am too sad?? 

*wonder* 

happy wedding dinner

feeling

Yup....last week was went to IPOH again...

ipoh ipoh ipoh....

not a big place...

but sometime still will get lost....=="""

8 of us been there to attend my dearest wedding.....

that is happened some sad , anger thing but end up...

all is back to normal...

hope our friendship will be long lasting

because is hard for us to meet each other from secondary until now....

that is more than 10 years that we know each other

hope all wont changed and v could maintain the relationship.

chill and cheers

song time

I know I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore?
You lost the love I loved the most

And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises

And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

17 july 2011

17 July 2011

a big day to my dear frez 

Jennifer and Dixon

may they love forever ever 

hoho~ 

shoot after the wedding dinner

Restart

RESTART ENGINE!!!!!!

CLEAN

Ya..709 is coming soon  and it cause roadblock at anywhere..

block here and there and cause many inconvenient cause..

is that good to have this activity and shown how is the citizen can fight with government?? 

is that possible?? hmmm...just let wait and see it what will be happen..

anyway,i will choose to stay my day at home...

so how bout you all?

what do you see it?

心情好的时候 看到的是少女的脸，不好的时候 是巫婆的脸，

你看到是嘛哈?

心理测试：心理压力越大，黑色小点闪动得就越快

1.如果看到波涛汹涌，那么请马上休假；

2、如果你看到微波荡漾，请小休几日；

3、如果看到很多颗榛子，请继续为钱币服务。

 Nobody can go back and start a new begining, but anyone can start now and make a new ending.

没有人可以回到过去重新开始，但谁都可以从现在开始，书写

一个全然不同的结局。

麦兜说：有事情是要说出来的，不要等着对方去领悟，因为对

方不是你，不知道你想要什么，等到最后只能是伤心和失望，

尤其是感情！

【你能够30秒内一字不差的念完它吗？】注意，是读“颜色”，

不是让你识字

一般来说: “男人看到的是鸭子，女人看到的是兔子，看起来既

是鸭子又是兔子的人最好，具有两面性。

:(

每个人都可以有自己的脾气。。。

我可以体谅你们的脾气

那试问你们又有几时是在体谅我呢？

体谅我的心情，

我真得不需要你们的关心

你们也可以不用

可是我真的很累了

真的很辛苦

当面对着你们

Knock knock

Time Flies

like a Rocket

and 

NOW is early of July

2/July/2011

This week is busying in interview

interview by ang mo

interview by 3 people in one shot

><""

and finally i been for SG Genting Sentosa interview

and 

get a interview email from Genting Highland too

finally i get the chance to go interview on Genting!!

*waiting*

Hope can get the respond by them

*god bless*

----------------------------------------------------

A night with my U classmate gang

after the dinner 5 of us was going to GENTING to hv a yam cha session

went there without prepare 

with short pants

and 

big wind over there

is really FUCKING cold...

><"""

luckily thanks to Covey's jacket

a cold night with starbucks Mocha coffee

is great!